Da’Naia Jackson did a tell-all interview with the Dear Wifey Podcast and in an exclusive clip she said she knew the bodies of the women her ex-husband cheated with….. more than she did her own.
Last December, “relationship coach,” Derrick Jaxn announced that he and his wife DaNaia Jackson were getting a divorce.
This happened about a year after he was exposed for cheating on her and she decided to stand by her man even though he had admitted to being unfaithful.
Now while speaking with Laterras R. Whitfield, host of the @DearFutureWifeyPodcast she knew several other women’s bodies better than her own, often studying them and comparing them to herself.
“I went in such a deep hole where I was like studying these women. I would go to their profiles, and I would study their pages and like what they wear. I knew when they had met up. I watched their videos of them having sex, so I would try to imitate that and recreate that in our relationship so that he could choose me.”
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Back in March, Da’Naia shared with her Instagram following that she was in the process of healing, saying she had to be alone with God.
When the man you love & have kids with destroys your soul with reckless decision-making, you must CHOOSE be alone with God.
When your heart has been shattered & reshaped into something that doesn’t quite feel normal inside your chest, with mental, emotional, & soul pain that is unbearable, there is only ONE MAN who can fix it, & that is the HOLY SPIRIT.
When you are suffering so much that each next breath seems excruciating, & you don’t know how you can live without that man while at the same time being angry with that man because he has crushed your spirit due to his unconscious ?
You have made an idol of that man, husband or not.
If you have heard, “God hates divorce,” & using that for strength to “work it out” with a man who continuously “chooses”.
You have made an idol of that man, you are people-pleasing, & you’re out of order in the sight of God. Married or not. And this requires repentance & renunciation.
One thing God “hates” more than divorce is a woman with a destroyed soul idolizing a man who does not have the power to destroy her soul and body in hell fire (Matt 10:28)
Today she says ‘healing looks good’ on her.
This is a developing story, part one of the two part episode drops on Wednesday.
Here is the full interview: