According to People Kim Kardashian said she refused to be Kanye’s clean up crew during the hardest points of his life.
“It’s the hardest feeling to watch someone you really loved and you have a family with just be so different than who you knew,” Kim said of her ex on the latest episode of ‘The Kardashians’
Thursday’s episode picked up where last week’s left off, as Kim cried to mom Kris Jenner about the impact of Kanye’s erratic actions, which at the time had involved online attacks and allegations made against her family and loved ones.
“I’m stuck with this for the rest of my life, and I’m just so overwhelmed,” Kim, 42, told her mom, acknowledging that while she can’t control her ex, it “affects my kids.”
“That’s the tragic part of the whole story,” agreed Kris, 67.
Through her tears, Kim shared in a confessional: “I still feel the need to not talk about it and protect it from my kids and I always will feel that way, but God, if people knew … I just would never do that to my kids. It just is really crazy.”
She later added of the rapper: “It’s the hardest feeling to watch someone you really loved and you have a family with just be so different than who you knew.”
Back in the conversation with her mom, Kim admitted that Kanye, 45, may have to hit “rock bottom” in order to realize the impact of his actions.
“Sometimes I feel like if he were to hit rock bottom, that’s his journey that he needs to figure out on his own. I used to run around and call everyone behind his back, and be like, ‘It’s gonna be OK, it’s gonna be OK, don’t worry. Just give him another chance,'” she said. “I used to spend hours and hours and hours of my day to be the clean-up crew. I just don’t have that energy.”
Kris told her daughter, “Well, that’s why you got divorced because you can’t do that to yourself. You never deserve to live like that.”
The pair also spoke about the impact that Kanye’s actions had on their four children: North, 9, Saint, 7, Chicago, 5, and Psalm, 4. Kris insisted that North must know what’s going on but won’t say anything about it, which she noted “breaks my heart.”
However, Kim disputed that her oldest daughter was aware of the drama.
“She actually doesn’t know and that’s what’s so crazy. When stuff is said, it’s a chain to my whole household. No TV, only Apple TV. I can’t risk an Access Hollywood … or anything on the news coming up with their dad mentioned and they want to watch,” she explained. “I have to figure out a way to protect and so they still haven’t seen anything, but then I go into crisis mode.”
In a confessional, Kim added: “I’m the one being accused of so many things and being blamed for so many things and it’s really hurtful and it sucks. But, I can control how I react and I can control if I’m a mess, [and] then my kids will see that … I really do believe in my soul that one day, my kids will appreciate my silence, my understanding and my grace, and I will try my hardest to keep it together at all times.”
— TMZ (@TMZ) May 25, 2023
As fans know, Kim and Kanye wed in 2014 but ultimately divorced in 2021 after a tumultuous period that saw the rapper posting erratic tweets, making troubling allegations against her mother and divulging deeply personal details about his family and marriage.
Some of Kanye’s troubling remarks were also directed at comedian Pete Davidson, whom Kim began dating in fall 2021. As the new couple’s relationship deepened, Kanye hurled several attacks at the couple both online and in the press.
Speaking of so called “rock Bottom” Kanye just scored a 75 Mill Dollar win in court
According to HNHH Kanye West has been in a legal war with the likes of Adidas. Overall, this all started when Kanye started going after them on social media.
He made it crystal clear that he wanted out of his deal. However, he was a huge cash cow for Adidas, and they understandably didn’t want to let him go.
That’s when Kanye turned to anti-Semitism and forced Adidas’ hand. Subsequently, they let him go understanding the kind of financial implications it would have.
Last week, we reported on how it was confirmed that Adidas was able to freeze Kanye West’s assets last year.
While speaking to the paparazzi, Ye had made the claim that $75 million was frozen across his Yeezy bank accounts.
At the time, many weren’t so sure about the validity of this claim, although it ended up being truthful.
Since then, Ye and Adidas have continued to fight over these accounts. Recently, according to HipHopDX, Ye actually scored a huge win against the three stripes brand.
After getting his bank accounts back, Adidas had filed for an emergency re-freeze, telling the courts that they would be subjected to “irreparable harm.”
Well, the judge was not fond of this argument. Consequently, Ye scored a temporary win that allows him to hold onto his assets, at least for the time being.
Subsequently, Adidas is set to ask for a normal asset freeze, in a few days from now.
I guess Miss ‘I’ve asked Kanye to keep our divorce private’ did not include crying about it on Hulu.